The lazy green eye blinks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
An eerie whisper in a dark room.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Goosebumps shudder along chilly\narms<\/p>\n\n\n\n
as pale light flashes through the\ngloom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If I answer my other messages,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
you\u2019ll know I\u2019ve seen yours too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My text tone is impatient<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don\u2019t know what I should do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rainbow grease marks streak across<\/p>\n\n\n\n
as I try to sweep your words away<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and still the green eye stares at\nmine,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
goading me to see what you have to\nsay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The puzzle starts when you tap the\nglass.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A mass of riddles and words that\nmean<\/p>\n\n\n\n
twice the things they appear to <\/p>\n\n\n\n
when they pop up on the screen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You use our mutual friends<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to attack me from behind,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
holding them as leverage<\/p>\n\n\n\n
when I refuse to pick a side.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s no point telling you how I\nfeel<\/p>\n\n\n\n
because you wouldn\u2019t understand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s more to a relationship<\/p>\n\n\n\n
then making strict demands.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Besides, every word I type out<\/p>\n\n\n\n
will be scrutinised to the core,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
because you aren\u2019t above taking\nscreenshots <\/p>\n\n\n\n
in this brutal social war.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So, instead of dreading\ncommunication<\/p>\n\n\n\n
with all my other friends.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m blocking your bloody number<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I just want this shit to end.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I know that you don\u2019t even\ncare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So please do not pretend.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You sealed this fate for both of us<\/p>\n\n\n\n
when you said: \u2018choose or we aren\u2019t\nfriends.\u2019<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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