The Green Light on my Phone is Giving me Anxiety

The lazy green eye blinks.

An eerie whisper in a dark room.

Goosebumps shudder along chilly arms

as pale light flashes through the gloom.

If I answer my other messages,

you’ll know I’ve seen yours too.

My text tone is impatient

I don’t know what I should do.

Rainbow grease marks streak across

as I try to sweep your words away

and still the green eye stares at mine,

goading me to see what you have to say.

The puzzle starts when you tap the glass.

A mass of riddles and words that mean

twice the things they appear to

when they pop up on the screen.

You use our mutual friends

to attack me from behind,

holding them as leverage

when I refuse to pick a side.

There’s no point telling you how I feel

because you wouldn’t understand.

There’s more to a relationship

then making strict demands.

Besides, every word I type out

will be scrutinised to the core,

because you aren’t above taking screenshots

in this brutal social war.

So, instead of dreading communication

with all my other friends.

I’m blocking your bloody number

I just want this shit to end.

And I know that you don’t even care.

So please do not pretend.

You sealed this fate for both of us

when you said: ‘choose or we aren’t friends.’

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